My mistake is letting you go.
I loved you, and you loved me, but I thought you were going to hurt me.
So instead of letting that happen, I broke up with you, to stop that pain from coming into my life. But that just brought more pain.
So, now, here I am, almost one whole year later, crying in my room, with a knife to my wrist, because of myself. It's all my fault. I made a mistake, and I regret it.
But I know you'll never take me back.
1 comment:
you should should not hurt yourself. the thought of the other person is hurting your heart now, but your pain and artificial creation of, will not do anything but hurt you. if you loved the other person, you will feel your pain and live with it.. because a self mutilization will do nothing but create guilt and regret in any happy memory you both have. you take the good out of what you had and forget the person, the feeling is what we hunt for, what we strive for, and what someone in the future deserves. dont deprive yourself, the other or your potential a chance to heal and recieve love again. truth is, we dont know how we are going to end, i personally have lived a very hard life and would be blessed to have a natural death. i wish for you that you take this extraordinary experience, it's unforgettable emotion and abandon it. as living we can live in light, choose life.. we are just flint until we strike the right surface. something soon will ignite that passion you have and light the path that you are supposed to be on, lighting others love inspiration as you progress.
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