my secret mistake is.. cheating on every boyfriend I've ever had. I regret it, but still can't stop myself from doing it. I can't help but wonder if this has anything to do with the fact that I was molested at age 14? Now I've met the most kind and loving man I've ever been with and everyday is a struggle for me to be monogamous. He loves me and I love him more than I've ever loved anyone else, ever.